cave swift

nesting syndrome

new ideas

hopeful.

can't stop

too many things i want to get down

dr.couch, i need a dr.couch to talk to.

things to do:
fix trunk of my car
health center to schedule well woman exams
talk
think less
read more
guitar more
facebook less
westcliff more
exercise more
sit ups more
run more
pilates more
procrastinate less
worry less
gilroy
sunset more.

cities

its been a long time since i've written anything on this. things that have happened since, a lot of SF and 6 whole months of chicago. 3 more months till graduation. 6 more months till grad school (if i get in)

im also now 23. twenty three, three, the number three. i guess three is still a small number when i reach twenty four ill start feeling a bit more in a panic.

i associate colors with numbers ever since i could remember, three looks yellow and four looks blueish to me, blueish grey, nine is green, one is always red. seven is an autumn colour and so is five. eight is purple.

im now in santa cruz, i hear the waves from my apartment, they were massive today, the biggest i've ever seen them hitting the cliff like that. reminds me of that one dream i had when the apartment was filled with water and i was trying to escape the bad guys. dream book is on its way, dan got me it for valentines day! how thoughtful of him.

dream logging will start this year.

can't sleep

today i realize that i don't do enough things that make me tired. and therefore i stay up late hours.

new years resolution 435234123

start moving my muscles. i wish my muscles would work out on their own, in my sleep.

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