TUESDAY

tuesdays seems to be the right day to blog.

im reading : how we decide by johan lerher & fallacies - the art of mental trickery and manipulation... not as interesting as it seems to be. finishing up this paper on the marshmallow test!

yesterday i was at stanford mall and oh my god. stroller heaven.. so i have this obsession with babies and everything baby. i love walking through the baby aisle at target!!!! it makes me so happy.. is that weird? maybe a little... pam called, i was suppose to meet chris yesterday at marcus' bbq but ive been so pooped out cause mother n i are always out doing something... (or shopping rather) ... we also had this huge argument about her being critical and insensitive... she claims its because she only wants "the best" for me. i mean i buy it.. but it sucks. ugh............ i dunno what to do about UCSD, i seriously think im just going to re apply for winter quarter. i mean eff that. i want to chill and make some money, besides im only 20.. also to be honest im not really looking forward to it that much..hmmm i miss talking to epa, hes in jtown right now! wihtout me!!! jerk, apparently hes doing well.. working for some law firm, kind of makes me wanna go home... which reminds me i have to book a ticket for aug. eff. alrite back to writing my marshmallow paper.. my ES 3 teacher is soo effing disorganized!! i went in today to ask for her power points! and WTFFFF she was like sorry i have to finish grading these papers for my next class.. its cuz shes lazy ( and fat ) i mean those are your office hours lady.. how hard is it to freaking give me your power points... it wouldve taken 2 seconds! okay.. enough bitching. i miss ry. hopefully this weekend will go smoothly without the madre bothering me too much. ugh. LA in a week.. thank god she will be distracted in canada.

mmmm gummivites...

okay, back to work.

MOTHER.

i am my mothers slave.

but, shopping is fun. sigh.. its been a tough couple of days, but hey shes going to be really busy within the next month when shes back in singapore. i went to gilroy with her the other day and i swear my legs have never hurt this effing much. driving is well.. not as fun as i wanted it to be ( i mean i knew it would suck, but i was hoping it wouldve been a bit more fun) but.. i honestly dont believe im that bad of a driver.. im decent. i think. no actually, i know. i just realized the post below was super innapropriate for a sunday, i went to church for the first time in a bout a month! it felt pretty good. nicolette/addy (my car) needs a little trashcan, ive been searching all over for one but i guess america is not asia. im getting my moms friend to bring one over from singapore! i know.. a little ridic. but. i think itll be worth it. random. shit. i ate blueberries and blackberries and madelines and my moms indonesian food pretty much all week. its nice having a mother, i dont know how sad ill be when shes gone though.

my room is clean. im getting sleepy.
zzzzzzzzz

GO TOUCH YOURSELF.

nancy claims there is 3 ways to deal with sex withdrawal.

1)be crappy, whiney and emo.. basically,ride it out.
2)crave more sex.
3)replace sex with a drug. distract yourself.

im not sure which im doing. probably number 2.

TUESDAY

mum is here.

mood : a little annoyed but whatever. my face is super hot. temperature hot.

hey chemist, i like you, i really really like you i wonder if you're reading this. mhmm. nance asked me why i was publishing this shit on the internets!

nancy (in the jing) 11:24
why are you publishing this shit on the internet?????
karyn 11:24
cuz
25:00
fuck
nancy (in the jing) 11:25
or should i say
25:04
the internets

i am totally deleting my history now.. all . the. time. i need to find out how to private this shits. .
this is why:

nancy (in the jing) 11:26
there are other people out there searchin!
27:07
especially with your one billion friends on facebook
karyn 11:27
lol
27:20
i know
27:22
wtf
27:24
i dont even know
27:26
why i have so many friends
nancy (in the jing) 11:28
well thats one billion potentials that might want to stalk you and wear your flesh as their coat


i cant seem too. annoying. annoying.

I HAS A CAR!

Nicolette's Sexy Bum

MONDAY -

drove to school.

the madre is on her way to america, sigh,,, 2 weeks sans ry ry. last weekend in a few words : car, bad sushi, pong night, bay 2 breakers, the filmore, the avett brothers (cute concert cuddleing) , amazing sex, vanilla cherry ice cream, greys anatomy finale, driving together, driving home from berk on my own, dresses, kisses,love.

FACEBOOK FREAK

i am an addict.
a facebook addict.
today the chemist relationship requested me.

DROOL

want. this dress

TUESDAY

♥

there wont be any bitching going on here for a while.
todays topic. eye fucking and happiness.

another unbelievable, phenomenal, amazing, sweet, romantic, adorable weekend with R. i dont think there was an excuse to go see him this time around.. i just really wanted to see him (last time it was jess' 80's birthday party which i was too young to go to) so what did we do. first off it was nice getting off at north berk instead of ashby or dtwn berk, i got out, the weather was perfect i sat on the bench while this man was playing his guitar i read and waited for the late boyfriend. oh one thing sucked this weeekdn i lost my mushroom keychain. :( boo. that really really sucked. but im over it, kind of. got back.. and.. i dont know? we probably did the dirty and it was amazing no doubt. what the hell did i do thursday night.. i really dont remember... i took nyquil that night and passed out , we probably watched tv with ben... friday he was at work all day, i test drove a black on black c230 coupe, was excited to buy it , but they were asking for way too much money. went with ben to check out the car, went to lunch at homemade cafe while a homeless man bothered us for 15 mins.gchated with als and mon and waited for r to come back from work.. oh i passed out while i was waiting for him haha.. that was funny.. then i had mroe amazing sex.. god. so good. he made me cum for the first time that night... and i dont even want to go on to talk about how the rest of the weekend was.. in a few words : climbing gym, trying the long term, wishes, kisses, mojitos, iron man, crappy yummy white wine, adult brownie, park, hipsters, eyefucking hipsters (jeremey), plan b, bacon queso and eggs, vanilla ice cream and blueberries, xl magnums, FE, adorable...more kisses, more pictures, more ryan. more happy. thats about it, im going to read this one day and barf cause hes too cute.
k

TUESDAY

School tomorrow. but this time i dont think ill be doing any bitching. more like gushinggg... loads of gushing. turns out the chemist is AH amazing in bed. ive gone to spend 2 weekends with him up in berk.. both have been. just. really really great. hmmm so i dont remember what his excuse was the first weekend but i went up anyway, met him at bart, he was late so i went to starbucks and had an espresso truffle. he came, we couldnt decide what to do for dinner.. to be honest i just wanted mashers... and i knowww he makes really good mash potatoes from his turkey dinner. so we went to andronicos? to get some pasta and potatoes and all that other stuff ( i made mumzys vegetarian pasta dish) and we added chicken. it tasted well... al rite. but yeah he made mashers from scratch, we had white wine... mmmmmm anyway, i took a shower then jumped into bed and we chose a movie to watch. transporter. hahaha anddd the rest is historyyy... we started to kiss and. my effing god. hes good at that.. from then i knew stuff was going to go downnn lol. and um. we ended up going all the way home. 3 times. (he also thought he couldnt come the second time) or the third. that weekend was fun... next day we had morning sex he went to work, came back with bagels and odwalla mmmm then i went to meet jnet to do my nails then we hung out at blake and ellesworth and watched bottle rocket a wes anderson movie? sp. darryl was there but oh well. called ry, we had pho for dinner.. then went home and watched "a knights tale" i guess that was our first real movie. hahahah one that we actually watched... second weekend i went up on thursday againn,,,, mm it was a rainy weekend. perfect for staying in doors. i left the house twice that whole weekend once to mcdonalds the other to good vibrations... ha ha ha. we had brie and bread and chocolate covered strawberrys that were too bitter for my liking.. and i like dark chocolate. we watched wedding crashers and the end of american pie 2. HA. i dont even know how many times we did the dirty this time around. all i know is last time it was 11 times in 30 hours and we def. had more this time around. hes super cute. super sweet. love it. he calls me dimples cause he likes the dimples on my back :] , he also asked me to be his "short term gf" which was cute. its gonna suck when he moves to austin. fuck. also, he talks in his sleep and says cute stuff like "youre amazing" and "wonderful" mother effing adorable (he also said i love you) but he explained that later. lol although he does say "i adore you" anyway enough gushing, one day someone i know will find this and totally laugh in my face.
peace woman.
-k