you.

I bit my tongue in the awkward conversation.
I don't know why.
I don't know why.
I met you once and I'd fallen for your notions.
I don't know why.
I don't know why.
Do you believe that there's treasures in the ocean
Did I say I'm just a boy?

One kiss from you and I'm drunk up on your potion.
That big old smile is all you wore.
Girl you make me want to feel,
Things I've never felt before.
Girl you make me want to feel,
Did I say I'm just a boy,
Did I say I'm just a boy,
You can hold me to that.

No lonely hands grab my suitcase full of nothing
I don't know why
I don't know why
You took me in gave me something to believe in
That big old smile is all you wore
Girl you make me want to feel
Things I never felt before
Girl you make me want to feel
Did I say I'm just a boy
Did I say I'm just a boy
You can hold me to that

so cute.

sigh, my mind wanders too much.

sleep schedule

this is not good.

need to start sleeping earlier.

what if?

i want to be a pre school teacher?

sigh...

Rainbows in The Dark

sometimes you just can't hold back the river

last days in singapore.

I Love The Smell of Babies

back from J town.

finished eat pray love, starting outliers. i love how i can read books in the summer time.

had a great time back in "kampung" chilling with the baby cousins and nephews although really they are getting bigger and bigger! i just love kissing and showering them with love, they dont seem to mind my constant cheek cupping and kisses. i hope that never stops! mmm i love them. the sweet life of jakarta, eating great food, sleeping early, waking up early, family, massages, what you see is what you get in that city. i guess theres a deeper love no matter how messed up it actually is. proud to be indonesian.

love cup has been empty lately, hardly any time to speak with ry.

also, thank god for platonic friends.

must sleep nearing 3 am. the busy days start tomorrow. hello, singapore.

Rockband & Duck Rice

mmmmmmmmmmmmm sosuke took me to duck rice today.

then i tried "ching teng" shaved ice dessert, twas good.