Where the wild things are

this is what im going to be next year for halloween. done deal.

Rain

helps me sleep.

so i thought id try some online rain machine to help me sleep better, tomorrow ill try white noise. thank god i didnt watch the movie so i dont think about how scary it is. anyways, i think it works? i slept pretty deep and well considering i didn't wake up to ry's gchat call this morning! hoorah!

rain machine

i love you i love you i love you

i want you i want you i want you



haha michele nguyen wrote on my wall the other day. reminded me of the times i sang this song to her at de anza

ry - an my belle ... O . haha

such a cute song.

The Valley

that is -- Yosemite.

gosh it was sooooo lovely. went out with vivs, tin, tommy n blake.

we got to see lower falls, got half way up upper falls, beautiful view of half dome. checked out the climbers at elcap! mmm i wish my lover was there with me. what a gorgeous place, the falls were running too which made it even better. the days were hot, the nights were cold. real cold, but not as cold as i expected. did my first REAL rock climbing in yosemite thanks to tommy, so that was pretty cool.

Things are better

much much better.

we talked it out and this week has been great so far.

i guess i just have to keep reminding myself how amazing this is and how lucky and blessed i am to have this relationship.

like every relationship its special, its unique, you cant have the same exact one with another person.

stats has been treating me quite well, its not all too hard, my teacher is a little better than frank but i got another one that wrote her own book. massive fail. its an online class so for "learning on my own" im doing really well.

i dont know whats wrong with my sleep cycle, i think its cause i took a nap yesterday that i went to sleep SOO late. ill try to work on this. maybe read more? when i read i tend to fall asleep after an hour or so. this means putting max away.

i wish someone would create a laundry folding machine. i lvoe doing laundry i just hate folding it when tis not warm anymore. i like doing it in front of the tv or while im watching something, this just wasnt the case yesterday.

must get car repaired. what the hell does service "a" mean?! ugh ... wheres my daddy when i need him most!

flying back to singers on the 9th! excitedddddddddddd. back to see my loves.

one of these days ill put up our screenshots from the first 2 months, or perhaps i should wait till he comes in november! ARGH im soo excited!!! i've watched him sleep a couple times.. who wouldve coined me for a creeper? well we all have our facebook tendencies. hes just so peaceful and adorable when hes asleep.

anyway, time to go. cram in a couple more things before stats.

fifty five more days.

till i see him. my baby.

its been a tough couple of days, wish i could be seeing him. sooner than 55 days, but really it could be much worse.

i want him to bring out the best in me. it hasnt been happening, but i guess its never perfect.

i cant believe that ive been packing up my room!? is that weird or whattt the walls are pretty bare and i have a couple boxes going and throwing out of trash. hmmm... moving moving. kind of freaks me out a little but im EXCITED!

SD will be glorious.