WANT

I WANT you to WANT to do the dishes.

neck

i dont knw.

that feeling you get that spreads from you chest into your neck right before you're about the cry and you feel it over and over again. you trace it with the palm of your hand from your chest to your neck again and again. you're holding your neck because you try to push that awful feeling down, i push it down, and when i do, it makes my legs tingle and my heart throb.

why do i feel this way? maybe its the hormones. im scared he doesn't make me happy anymore. my eyes well up just thinking about it.

stuffy noses, puffy eyes, and a can of beer. what a hypocrite i am.