THURSDAY

today. the weather was shit. misty and nasty. cold, misty, damp and cold. 

i woke up late, didn't go to dance. i was worried about going to dance anyway cause allan would've been back from the inauguration (allan is the boy that looks a lot like william hung and dances badly in my jazz class & he talks to me. only me) last thursday he was behind me in warm up and mr.lucas makes us do these exercises where we have to move our butts in circles... well yeah, i felt violated. hmm anyway, went to the gym today ran a mile on 5.0 speed and did some free weights, then i treated endow to pizza because he got "permed" (earlier on today he called me and whispered "i got permed i got permed" about a million times.. he sort of sounded like a dying zombie. got home and sat on my bed its a good feeling. also ive been thinking about D, i dont know why i do, but i do. its stupid i only like the sneaking around, the glances, the "accidental brushing", the smiles and the breakfast. alright thats all i have to say

ps. pams notebook that i want the hp mini looks like a billion googley eyes, she thought they looked like clouds

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