awaiting a love letter..

hmm im anxious and excited!

2 days till i hear back from my loved one mmmmmmm, so ive been sick and it SUCKS but i guess i feel better, went out for a CUTCO company picnic hahah it was fun took a nap outdoors and had a hot dog and a burger.. first time ive been outside outside in a while.. it felt.. well.. weird - ish. i napped and pretended ry was there to cuddle with me mmm, then i fell asleep while steve played vball with the rest of the knife salesmen, steph was with me and we spoke about jon and kate + 8 (destined to be friends). i cleaned my room yesterday but its still messy. fail. so im going down to sd this weekend for comic con! thank god steve is driving down with me cause i def did not want to do that drive ALONE. shoot me now. our first cousin trip in a long time! super pumped!!! jess n jnet + beach! hopefully itll take my mind off of ryan haha (not likely). my dad sent me a zillion pictures from their beach trip! all my baby cousins are growing upppp :( makes me sad i wasn't there i miss those babiess. grr super jealous. anyway, time to study stats and play rockband! sams back today , met her at mayflower just now with the rest of the "gang". being sick makes me act goofy. mum called today, and for the first time it made me smile to hear from her !! she didnt talk about god she just told me about their trip and i told her i was going to sd and she was completely okay with it! hahaha so strange , mm i love you mumzy, even though she is crazy at times.. i guess it runs in the family. she told me not to talk so much! hahahaha no1 can recognize my voice its kind of funny. matt barnes is now on orlando magic for 2 years, my loyalty to the warriors MAY sway.